My lack of interest in... well.. anything... the last several weeks is getting a bit alarming. Scan social media, a youtube video or two, read before bed, commute to work and get 45 minutes of podcast that way, work, and... that's it.
I don't feel bored, but any outside observer would fell crushing boredom bearing down. Like a 50,000 ton press.
I don't know how to snap it. Virus precautions make mingling about difficult, so taking up something new is difficult. Taking up and old hobby? Can't be arsed.
I force myself to amble about the neighborhood. Work the walking muscles. Don't wanna seize up.
I'm going to guess that the above comment is not very much what you had in mind for a direction. Perhaps this loan lender also has some lightly used cars for sale. When strange dark clouds roll in, it's not easy to discern a way to proceed. The compass is indecisive. Fortify yourself, and resolution may condense out of uncertainty. I'm going to walk the canal path and load some ammo. Again.
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